paradoxes...!! how can one ever explain what paradoxes are....may be it is to be kept struck in the thoughts of "to do" or "not to do"..."to believe" or "not to believe"....man is a thinking being...and he keeps thinking whole day long...what we actually need is to stop thinking for once and implement all those things which we could never do just because of the fear of "others" or just because of being in the middle of "to do" or "not to do"...or may be because one thinks that it is too late to start...what we should not do is follow the rules made my man...make your own rules and forget others because it doesn't matter...what really matters is that one should follow his own heart who is shouting all the time but we don't lend our ears to it...i feel pity at times...i don't know whether to run behind material things or to listen to what my soul speaks to me...this society teaches us not to suppress others but it does suppresses me to live free...i don't understand why it seems impossible to everyone to feel contended with what they have...we are the one who makes a society and frame the so called laws...what is the use of such laws when they are not implemented...we all know that bad things do happen but to close our eyes and not looking at those bad sectors doesn't mean that it won't happen with us...!!! My mind is sooooo confused after seeing this multi-faced world, what to believe and what not to believe...everything is contradictory...whether it be anything...why can't we just live for ourselves and STOP worrying about what our neighbor does ..each and every person has some or the other problem in his/her life...best things in this universe are meant to be felt and we cannot ever see them...whether it be fear, excitement, love, nervousness, happiness....all are meant to be felt and not to be seen...i'm glad that I know what sadness is, just because of that i cherish my happiness....i'm not upset about it...nor i curse God that why only me...there are many many many more like me...i'm certainly not alone...people say that one should learn to be diplomatic...why ?????????...this is what a paradox is...being a person completely opposite to what we are...!!!! does your heart shouts to speak up ???? don't you feel irritated many times ???? sometimes i do close my eyes and think what am i doing in this world ???? do you also feel the same ?? irritated???? exhausted???? frustrated???? hmmmmmm.... i find myself with no answers...i'm standing at the origin...don't know which direction to take....whom to listen...whom to ask...still confused....fighting with my own thoughts...wish i was not a thinking being, then i would just follow the rules framed by mother nature and  doing things instantly without giving it a second thought...CONFUSED.....