when things go wrong and you feel blue..when everyone around you oppose you for everything you do..when you feel suffocated..when your thoughts are being murdered by your own loved ones..when you are not free to give your own ideas..and people become deaf when you speak..when you don't find peace in anything you do..what is the last thing you can think about when you get tired of proving yourself..?? when you feel a big rage inside you and it can't come out..you're silent..also you feel scared..insecurities..what if the most important person in your life turns her back to you when you need her the most..?? and also she is the only person in your life you look upon and to discuss your problems with.. I know how it feels.. It feels PATHETIC..!!
It's been a long time now thinking of others all the time..want to move ahead in life..do something..achieve something..will i be able to reach there??? I know the fruits that i want are growing on the highest branch of the tree and the tree itself is very big.. I try to climb it..have fallen almost every time i climb, and even got cuts and wounds..but still i'm going to reach there one day...and will eat that most ripe and sweet fruit of the tree which i always wanted to climb...
It's been a long time now thinking of others all the time..want to move ahead in life..do something..achieve something..will i be able to reach there??? I know the fruits that i want are growing on the highest branch of the tree and the tree itself is very big.. I try to climb it..have fallen almost every time i climb, and even got cuts and wounds..but still i'm going to reach there one day...and will eat that most ripe and sweet fruit of the tree which i always wanted to climb...
